Grief feels like waves crashing in without any notice and slowly going back out. Sometimes taking my breath away with pressure so heavy I feel like I’m drowning. I can’t put into words the pain I’ve experienced in the last couple months mourning the physical death of my mother. But I can tell you that I have experienced Gods grace and faithfulness on a whole new level.
Because of my mom (she would say it’s the Holy Spirit and she’s right) I finally started studying the Bible the last 5 years. She had all kinds of great recommendations of stuff that she already studied. She said she would study it again if I would do it with her. As I’m writing this I’m just bawling because I wish I would’ve done more of those things before she passed. But I’m so incredibly grateful for the time we had. She taught me so much. She taught me to trust the process.
Let it flow even when it hurts. The growing pains are part of the process. There’s only been a few days that I haven’t cried. I miss her so much. I can hear her voice and things she would say to me. Like “something good can come out of this.” She would say that all of the time.
I have found peace in the pit of the barrel even as my tears fill up the ocean. Being called into the deep unknown has showed me how powerful Gods word really is. It is vital. It is a life line. It has continually pulled me from the darkness.
I’ve also witnessed an amazing community uplift me and my family through these difficult times. Thank you! I’m so deeply grateful we have access to Gods word and are free to follow Jesus with our community.
Sometimes you have to sit still to get somewhere. Sometimes we have to release an ocean of tears to ride the grief waves. Sometimes we have to just sit in the ocean deep tears and let the waves crash over us. So that we can be cleansed. So we can trust. That this too shall pass. That this is not the end. We will see our loved ones again. In paradise.
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A set of (2) fine art paper prints of both “Rise By Moonlight” and “Sunrise Breakthrough” come together for the ultimate balance.
“Rising Lights” – Limited Edition Print
These will be Painted live at the Unstoppable Success Summit in Dallas, April 26, 2025. Once art is completed live a photo of the actual artwork will be posted.
Rising Lights is a visual testimony of rebirth, resilience, and divine restoration.
These prophetic works feature two phoenixes rising from a pond, surrounded by yellow water lilies—symbols of new beginnings and purity. One phoenix soars beneath the sun, radiating strength and boldness. The other rises beneath the moon, glowing with wisdom, healing, and peace. Together they represent the fullness of transformation—the fire and the stillness, the rising and the resting.
In the background, the Dallas skyline reminds us of where this sacred moment took place—where we gathered to declare: We are unstoppable in His power.
Each print is a high-quality reproduction of the original artwork, signed and prayed over, and available in a few sizes.
50% of proceeds will be donated to Convoy of Hope, helping women and families around the world rise from hardship and walk in hope.
